GET LOSS FROM MY WAY

Burn it out! That's no point to keep it in my memories!
Kick it out! Don't let the pain binding my leg!
I just wanna keeping my happy memories, even that's not easy!!
I wanna forget all the unhappiness, and the foolish things what i had done before.
Trying to forgive myself, trying not to hear whatever the devil saying.
Promise not to repeat such mistakes in my future.
Let it be, may be that is an experience to me, learning how to forgive someone else and growing up from the mistake.
SHIT GUY!
Tell you what! I will be living more colourful and successful than what you are!
Escape such things can hurt myself. I will protect myself and my family.
That's nothing can cause me or my family getting hurt agian!
Mummy, my very apologies. It will be getting better soon, i know, i trust GOD have HIS best arrangement for us, but it's just only a matter of time.
Mummy, I swear! Whatever you gave me, I will get back to you twice!!